So, here I am...starting a blog. Why blog? Well, food affects all of us to some extent. As our societal waistbands stretch and shrink from obesity to anorexia and everything in between, it is obvious that food's intended role--to provide sustenance--has been beefed up to provide much more.
Having struggled with bulimia for, oh, seventeen years, food became my security blanket, my protector, my best friend, my family, and mostly, my enemy. Whenever I felt afraid, sad, angry, excited, happy--any emotion will suffice--I turned to food.
Today, I no longer spend my days looking back at my reflection through the bacteria-infested water in the toilet, running for miles to burn off the saltines and carrots I ate for lunch, or shunning social gatherings because I'd rather cuddle up to a gallon of ice cream than face my social anxiety or feel fat in my dress...but I still have a powerful relationship with food.
Whether one is an extreme dieter who obsesses over calories and exercise or a full fledge food addict, whittling down the attitudes, values, and thoughts that guide our behaviors around food is a process--and I'm here to share my process with you!
I'd love to hear any comments, questions, or concerns about anyone's process with making peace with food.
[amuse bouche!]
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
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Hi! Thanks for your comment. And yes, I will definitely list you on my blogroll. Best way to generate traffic? I would start by submitting your blog to search engines like google and yahoo. And then after that, I've read the best way to generate traffic is to just comment other related blogs like you did with mine. :-) PS: Do you go to OA (Overeaters Anonymous) or FA (Food Addicts Anonymous)?
Thank you so much! I do go to OA and ABA (anorexics and bulimics anonymous). We don't have FA in Tampa. How about you? I assume you at least go to OA since I saw something about 12 step and OA on your blog.
Greta--I've been trying to find you for a looong time. I asked Meredith for your contact info but didn't hear back. I'd love to hear from you. allisonb411@yahoo.com
Love,
Allison
hi! i have been reading a couple of your posts, i happened to stumble upon your blog, and i feel like im going through a similar thing- binging and purging- though not as far as bulimia. do you have any advice for me about how you stopped the thinking "im so fat" every time you eat more than you should to fulfill comfort or loneliness? thank you so much for sharing you stories.
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